I'm scared.
When I think I'm going to fail math, chinese, history, physics and life science. And let me tell you, it's a real possibility. And when I think of it I just break down. Because the rest of my life is at stake, and I can't keep my mind off that. I get horrible results, my parents will refuse to sign my report book, my mom will probably send me off to boot camp. I can't take this.
I don't think I'll be able to make it through this week. Next week, I mean. Just the thought of my whole life balancing on a few pieces of paper I need to write on in one week. I can't do this.
Hell, at this rate, I'll be happy to get into a Poly.
I keep praying, but it doesn't work. It's never worked anyway.
& she said, you don't know me, you don't even care.
I just wish I could restart this year. Maybe even restart my life. (Or the opposite.)
I just get this feeling that I'm in this alone, but once I don't succeed everything will go against me. I wish someone could help me.
Why am I going through this? Why am I alone? Why must it always end like this?
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4 comments:
Don't give up!! I used to feel that way about school all the time, but I managed to finish this year (though I sure don't act like a mature school-leaver)!
Appreciate the talents you've got, and motivate yourself to do better than your last try in your pursuits. You can do it!!
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I used to feel that way too. All you have to do is wait. Look at the bright side. You know, in every dark cloud the sun is always shining behind it =)
Poly's aren't bad. Good jobs follow, and really, that's all that matters.
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