wake up the dawn and ask her why
a dreamer dreams she never dies
wipe that tear away now from your eye.

I haven't been updating very diligently, have I?

ANYWAY.

Cantabile! It was so totally... I don't know. It wasn't exactly fun, though. All screeeeechy and weird. And let's face the truth: Claire looked like a female Jedi in her choir outfit, so cool! Like omg Jedi. And I saw so many of my old choir friends performing and the others were in the audience. And the weird thing is that I couldn't remember some of their names.

No, they were never in the same class as me. But still! I used to pride myself in knowing everybody's name whether they know mine or not, courtesy to those silly name tags they made us wear since Primary 1. But we all stopped wearing those name tags by Primary 3. But I had almost everybody's names remembered already.

So today's the last day of the school term and I'm feeling uber slackered because I played Maple Story for the whole afternoon and grew from level 17 to 19. Eeeek.

No, I'm not addicted to that silly retarded game. But maybe if you sit around my house and have a look around, there's nothing much I can do anyway. I'm bored of Neopets, sort of, but I still play. I just don't earn any more money other than through the stock market, heh.

Let's talk about something weirdly depressing and exciting.

Have you ever thought of what would happen after you died?
I'm sure you have. But it's a weird feeling to think of it, isn't it. It's like... I can't imagine not feeling anymore. Not thinking, not seeing, not nothing. It's like I'll be there, but I'll be... dead. There really is no other word for it.

I wish I could become a ghost! Then I could haunt people, hahahahaha. Come to think about it it'll be quite cool. I'd most likely haunt someone bad, like... like... like... I don't know. People who break the law. Lolness! A ghost superhero. How original.

I'm having the totally weird, freaky sort of feeling where my chest is sort of VERY empty and I feel breathless. I shall not elaborate because I think I already have in a previous post. But let's not dwell and ponder on how forgetful I really am.


Avril to the rescue!